46 for Oscar in the sad au
( From this post ) Sensitive question/answer ahead, read at own risk.
46. Have they ever contemplated suicide?
What a terribly sad question to ask about the terribly sad Oscar au. ;w;
Regretfully, the answer is mostly yes. The problem is that Oscar, from the start of that AU, hasn’t felt like he truly has any agency left in his life. His ability to make choices like that is completely gone. In his darkest moments, he does wish it would all stop, but he lacks the knowledge of how to make an escape like that.
He really needs a rescue.